Tonight is the last night I will spend as an unemployed person, for tomorrow I’ll be a productive, tax-paying citizen contributing to the happiness, prosperity and progress of our nation!
But as of now, I’m just a whirlwind of emotions. Happy. Excited. Scared. Curious. Proud. Panicky. Blessed. Worried. Nervous. Insecure. Sian. Stressed.
Will I be able to wake up on time in the morning? What will morning traffic be like? Will my colleagues like me? Will I fit in? Will they think I am fat and ugly and ostracise me? Where will I have lunch, and more importantly who will I have lunch with? Will I have to eat alone? Will I be able to learn as fast as I had proclaimed I would during my interviews and live up to my supervisors’ expectations? Will I fail them? Will my job scope interest me? Will I be bored stiff and doze off in the office? Will I hate my job from Day 1???
OMG I don’t wanna go to work already lah!!! I just wanna curl up in bed and sleep in late and stay at home and watch tv everyday for the rest of my life!!!